i found not figure out what to do with my life even if I wanted to. The worst has already come when I saw my girlfriend dating a guy with my own two eyes one day. i still almost could not believe it up to this day because I thought that she is a pure woman who’s got a lot to lose. i don’t see why should she want to do that anyways when she could just have been honest with me. The moment that she did that to me was the worst. i could not even understand why would she do that when I told her that she was always the one that I will ever love. We seem to be fine until today and it is really giving me a lot of problems in trying to think of what’s going to happen next in my life. My life was my girl and I was fine with it. But unfortunately she was not feeling fulfilled with her life and still divided to cheat on me. Whatever it was that was that I was lacking in her eyes just makes me sad. Trusting a person and then giving her my all then falling in the end is a humiliating thing. It’s been a while ever since I felt that way. But history seems to repeat itself in my case. Now I don’t know where to go and what to do. My decision to keep a London escort was the right choice all along. But instead i have to settle down with a person that does not really think of me as her future husband. Being cheated on is the worst feeling that I could have ever felt. There is too much that I have lost including time. i have to lower my pride and start from the beginning with a London escort. i think that it’s probably best to give myself a break and just start a simple relationship with a London escort. i don’t know how I’ve let other people manipulate me from doing things that are not necessarily important. What I want to do is to be a person that will always speak the truth and have a decent girl who will always be there for me. Having a London escort is one of the biggest decisions that I’ve had to make because when it’s going to start I am not planning to back down from it. All I know right now is to keep trying to figure things out and have a decent life. What I really need is a London escort that would protect me and keep me honest for a very long time. To her it is something that can easily be done. That’s why I am trying the best that I can to improve my life out and keep a London escort happy. i don’t need a person who will never be there for me. That’s why this girl should be my last relationship that I will ever have.